An Unconventional Gratitude
gratitude you are welcome here today I admit I've been standoffish doubting you can make much difference but you help me number my days and see the gifts and notice the small things
gratitude you are welcome here today
compassion you are welcome here today
I confess I used to think you were too soft I wanted you but Shame by myself for needing you
but you allow me to Breathe Again
you soften my gaze
concussion
you are welcome here today
grief you are welcome here today
I'll admit I don't like the sound of you
and taking me awhile to know and name your many faces
but you are my witness my necessary companion my expression of hidden losses that need to be expressed
grief you are welcome here today
hope you are welcome here today
I confess more than once I rolled my eyes and your general direction
built walls to protect myself against the light
but you are Relentless in your Pursuit you must know how vital you are for our survival
so hope you're welcome here today
mystery you are welcome here today
tell you the truth I prefer certainty I'm sure you hear that a lot but you are by this growing on me the way you invite me deep hold my curiosity's don't talk much
mystery you are welcome here today
God you are welcome here today I confess sometimes that line has brought anxiety and difference suspicion or hesitation other times it's brought comfort and equanimity
but as the god I've come to know
you embody gratitude
compassion grief hope and mystery
God you are welcome here today